i havnt written in this for the longest time omg so much to tell im mad nervous kelly u kno y meagen u to i also feel very sad my bird started bleeding :( i just wanna hold her but i cant cuz i dont want her to bleed more :(

i like *****

i hope he says yes  nancy lets smurf omg tech im passing math with an 80 weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and i lost weight lol

i soo want him to say yessss and not for pity but for reall love tru love

i hate mr pags omg he needs a life a real one ughhh he doesnt do anything but insult and b annoying t

that panoramic pic was soo weird i could hardly see my face thru every1 in front it was soo annoying (NOT hillary and nancy or Cait k.)

is any1 going to that formal dance i am i already have my dressed and shoes picked out lol i think ill fall forward in them but its all good hahah

Everytime i try to fly                                                                                                                             I fall without my wings                                                                                                                         I guess I need you baby

[	mood	|	okay	]
[	music	|	Concrete angel-martina mcbride	]

kelly slept over we stayed up till 3 am we were sooo hyper

:( i just figured out that my dad wont be here 4 my bday hes goin to El Salvador with my sister :(

omg we went to feed the geese outside my house and there was a swan and we tried giving bread but it quacked at us so we quacked bak.........("we"=kelly and me)

my birdie is hurting real bad and we wanna take her to the vet but my moms friends daughter (i think) said that when birds are hurt there is nothing a doctor can do about it wahhhhhhhhhh :(

[	mood	|	depressed	]
[	music	|	On my knees- Jaci Velasquez	]

2day was boring as helllll didnt realyy do anything special uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yep thats pretty much it lol i get to walk home tomorrow and weeeeeeeeee i think i get to go to burger king and sweet thoughts

~~~~i sit here watching you and i wonder if u feel the same as i do i feel that i want you & need u but then i ask if these feelings r true i see you @ lunch u r with ur crew just hangin out and eatin lunch just like u always do but towards the end i c u more at that precious moment when i walk thru the door & then @ once u look at me and i wonder how can this b u look so good + act so cool but then i realize im just a fool b/c ur just a guy just like every other guy but 4 some reason i hate 2 hear u say goodbye i thought u were different like1 of a kind but now i guess it was all in my mind and now i know that ur not the only1 that ur not different ur just like everyone *****

[	mood	|	confused	]
[	music	|	I'm just a kid-Simple Plan	]

today was mad boring yawn science went by really slow

stayed after 4 math hated it sooooooooooooo much i love *********** (estimated amount of letters in name)lol ............uhh i really got nothing else uhh lol

i wanna kno whats wrong with me ahhhhhhhhhh i just wanna scream 

[	mood	|	hopeful	]
[	music	|	Punk	]

I think im smart and weeeeeeeeeeeeee i actually understand math wow its a miracle

today was soooo boring it went by sooo slow i thought i was gunna die

????~can some1 die because of walking on shoes????